I’ve worked in some pretty difficult fields, I’ve had to play middle management in what at times was a pretty hostile environment. I wish I had these books during those times, but if I had, I would not be in the setting I am today. … More Turning the pages: Books to save your soul or at least make you a little more happy at work and at home!
“There is a color, a smell, and feel to the air that changes when the world starts to wake up.” … More Graveyard Shift. Sand behind your eyes and skin so clammy!
It’s 5 PM I’m sitting out on the veranda enjoying some “morning sunshine ” and my first cup of coffee. It’s a strange experience in that though the sun seems to be in a peculiar position, it’s tree filtered rays warm my skin, and the birds are chirping as they always do early, when the … More Mowing over the Reese’s chocolate field
I’d like to sit here and tell you all about how wonderful this year has been. About how much growth there has been mentally and spiritually. But honestly, I cannot. Today all I can really do is look at the plusses and minuses… weigh them out and try to move forward. It was not a … More Caution…there is some serious turbulence
For those with Wanderlust, not moving, not changing can feel like an incredible pressure, with no relief valve. … More Subtle Changes…. Sorry for the Inconvenience
Where were we? Ah yes I was talking about day 4 of trying a GF diet. Well let me put it simply. It’s working! Most of the symptoms I was experiencing have all but disappeared. What’s more, it turns out that after some text conversations with my Mom, I’m 90% sure that this runs in … More Discoveries and Revelations
So the symptoms, which are to innumerable to list here, have brought me to today. The massive depression which manifested itself over the last few weeks has been an effect of the conditions that seemed to start plaguing me some time ago. I know this cause and effect routine and can clearly see the transitional … More Ariel came by and I have no idea what he wanted!!
I want to write something profound. I’d like to say something to put him back in check. Today however he is yelling in my ear. “I fucking told you so…”. I knew this morning and partly last night I needed to take a mental health day. Maybe distract myself from my own head a little … More Checking in with Horowitz
Warning: this blog post may not be comfortable for you. I call him Horowitz. Horowitz is not always a fun guy to be around. He can be extremely dark, even a little twisted. At times his little anecdotes can be amusing but I never really know if he’s serious or not. He has that way … More Riding the rails with Horowitz…Stages of depression
Inspiration is an allusive creature. What it is that inspires or drives us sometimes changes; or perhaps occasionally we change and forget how to be inspired or where to look for it. Perhaps we get caught up in the mundane cycle of our daily lives and life just seems to become a business transaction of … More Killin it with fire!! or Don’t Lick the Hot Metal!!