I’d like to sit here and tell you all about how wonderful this year has been. About how much growth there has been mentally and spiritually. But honestly, I cannot. Today all I can really do is look at the plusses and minuses… weigh them out and try to move forward. It was not a … More Caution…there is some serious turbulence
For those with Wanderlust, not moving, not changing can feel like an incredible pressure, with no relief valve. … More Subtle Changes…. Sorry for the Inconvenience
Where were we? Ah yes I was talking about day 4 of trying a GF diet. Well let me put it simply. It’s working! Most of the symptoms I was experiencing have all but disappeared. What’s more, it turns out that after some text conversations with my Mom, I’m 90% sure that this runs in … More Discoveries and Revelations
So the symptoms, which are to innumerable to list here, have brought me to today. The massive depression which manifested itself over the last few weeks has been an effect of the conditions that seemed to start plaguing me some time ago. I know this cause and effect routine and can clearly see the transitional … More Ariel came by and I have no idea what he wanted!!
I want to write something profound. I’d like to say something to put him back in check. Today however he is yelling in my ear. “I fucking told you so…”. I knew this morning and partly last night I needed to take a mental health day. Maybe distract myself from my own head a little … More Checking in with Horowitz
Warning: this blog post may not be comfortable for you. I call him Horowitz. Horowitz is not always a fun guy to be around. He can be extremely dark, even a little twisted. At times his little anecdotes can be amusing but I never really know if he’s serious or not. He has that way … More Riding the rails with Horowitz…Stages of depression
Inspiration is an allusive creature. What it is that inspires or drives us sometimes changes; or perhaps occasionally we change and forget how to be inspired or where to look for it. Perhaps we get caught up in the mundane cycle of our daily lives and life just seems to become a business transaction of … More Killin it with fire!! or Don’t Lick the Hot Metal!!
That is all. One single moment can alter your universe. Wait let’s not get ahead of ourselves. I’m not writing (speaking) about cataclysmic shifts in the great vastness of time and space. That universe is much too infinite for my tiny human understanding to comprehend with any relevance. Stephen Hawking confuses me, or do I … More One moment….please!
As the world takes another couple turns; the warmth of the summer season begins to take hold, and she spread her wings after a long winters slumber. I too find myself stretching into an awakening; a new awareness of many things left unsaid and remain undone. Mistakes left untended; needs left in the darkness of … More “There is a Season”
Okay first Jim Cunningham is a fictional character in the movie Donnie Darko. Any coincidentally real Jim Cunninghams out there, your face is safe! How ridiculous is it? I mean it doesn’t really sound ridiculous when we’re in the middle of it. But then how often are we not in the middle of it? It would seem … More I want to punch Jim Cunningham in the face! Not Really!!